а я все молчу

[vriad_lee]

i'm quite dumb. i open my mouth, but no sound is produced. i'm like a big cock-eyed fish that opens its mouth and says ah-ah-ah -- it doesn't say anything. people won't understand me, people i lived all my life with won't understand, won't hear -- and how could they if i produce no sound? it's been for such a long time that i really have almost nothing to say by now. ah-ah-ah-just-fuck-you-ah-ah-ah. and i have a face of a monkey. all those meaningless exaggerated expressions change on my face like shadows in a summer wind

Comments

[sothe.livejournal.com]

I rather like your face... what I have seen of it in your photos anyway. And your photography is more eloquent than most words ever could be. But, when you do chose to add a few words to your pictures, I like those to. Perhaps some day I shall hear you speak, but seeing as we life 1/2 the world apart, I doubt that will happen any day soon, more's the pity.

[poemtree.livejournal.com]

i want to see this 'monkey' face.

[vriad-lee.livejournal.com]

i want to see your face too. i looked all over your journal and found only fuzzy, blurred images [of your face]

[emptymotel.livejournal.com]

Is it raining in Balashikha? I always feel that way when it rains.
It's time to run screaming through the fields: smoking, cursing and giggling.

[vriad-lee.livejournal.com]

smoking is the thing. i quit smoking many years ago, and still miss it

[sylys.livejournal.com]

Welcome in autumn.

[indigobl.livejournal.com]

One thing is for sure: when you type people read it. When you post your pictures, we all enjoy.

Maybe one day we shall hear each other, but it probably never will happen.

I guess I shall just be happy with reading your journal and seeing your photos.

[holyoutlaw.livejournal.com]

I think your photos are wonderful and eloquent. And here is a picture of my fuzzy face!

[vriad-lee.livejournal.com]

where? i don't see any picture!

[holyoutlaw.livejournal.com]

It was supposed to be the icon, but I picked the wrong one. Here is a better icon picture of me.

[vriad-lee.livejournal.com]

oh yeah. it's quite fuzzy!

[wallynotorious.livejournal.com]

That's me. I don't like many pics of me, either. My eyes tend to look uneven. :(

Here's marmaladious:

[vriad-lee.livejournal.com]

wow, you olympia guys
i should make some famous revolutioner from you in photoshop

[wallynotorious.livejournal.com]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! Like with a beret and a beard and stuff! That would absolutely make my day!!!!!

This is an old picture of me that got in the local paper:

It was totally awesome getting in the paper holding a sign AND a megaphone. I never did really like the picture of me, though. At least it didn't have that uneven eyes thing.

Oh, that was taken on November 3, the day after our last Presidential election. We all skipped school that day.