vriad_lee

you got it all wrong. i say, the way to analyse it at last and understand it at last is let it go emotionally. as i said, i managed to analyze all the stuff and even remembered lots of things (events, words etc) as soon as i made peace with my own gone self. you can't live pretending you are the same person they kicked in the schoolyard and trying to put it right for that long gone person. ypu what that person vecame, but not him and you can't make him think or live your way. in fact, you lost touch with him long ago - if not completely, in lots of aspects. that's all.