Well actually i did take it seriously, but found nothing to be upset about there; i have nothing against weird people, or being one myself - life isn't made beautiful by the average normal guy.
you know, at some point in my life i decided that eather girls would be running after me, or there would be no running at all. i'm fine with both. and now i find myself in a situation where i'm the paying fawning adoring side again. and fuck i don't like that. because it's not something i can afford, emotionally.
Ah well, tell me about that. But it's good exploring a wide and varied spectrum of emotions, trying to look all charming'n'spirited has it positive sides, even melancholy has. The only thing that matters is a good balance.
Now i'll just go whip myself for not having been good at talking with the new girl i fell for today - if you don't mind.
fuck? is that what that k stands for. yeah, ok, that's right. but you can deconstruct anything like that, and then anything is useless and the answer is save yourself some time, die. i just don't want all that suffering and mutual hurting that passion entails. it might be an utopia, but somehow i hope you can get passionate without all that dirty shit. but i can't
Héhé, anything is useless has been a familiar theme of mine for a while indeed, and i did understand that deconstructing everything inévitablement lead one to questionning what the point of living really is after all.
But the way out is considering the happiness you can get from the individual stages, i see nothing much appealing in either denial, anger, bargaining, depression or acceptance so i'd rather skip that process altogether. While i can surely see some appeal in orgiac diners with friends, exhibition gazing in Paris or watching your photo-shots, that's why i'll live a bit longer.
yes- about living longer, it might be so. but still, i'm grateful and stuff. you can't help letting yourself go when you meet the right person, that's what it boils down to.
Well for some reason you people all over the world seem to translate any kind of advice by: Hey, do like us, we do it best. When all we're actually saying is: This is how we think it would work best. Wether we actually succeed in implementing this or not is of very secondary importance and simply not the point, yet it seems this is all what people are able to focus on and talk about. I find it rather sad, and i believe that's the big explanation behind that notorious french arrogance.
*But still, we won't change, because as we all know, we do it best.*
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Date: 2006-01-24 02:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 08:36 pm (UTC)The good thing about faggits is that they both suck and kick ass.
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 08:37 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 08:44 pm (UTC)Well actually i did take it seriously,
but found nothing to be upset about there;
i have nothing against weird people, or being
one myself - life isn't made beautiful by the average
normal guy.
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 08:46 pm (UTC)no really that was just a stupid joke, off the top of my head
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 08:59 pm (UTC)i take being called weird
as a nice compliment so don't
you ever try to take it back now.
you sound somewhat emotionally strained
these days, and i certainly don't plan on
adding to up to that, so just chill out and
relax ya know.
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 09:06 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 09:33 pm (UTC)But it's good exploring a wide
and varied spectrum of emotions,
trying to look all charming'n'spirited
has it positive sides, even melancholy has.
The only thing that matters is a good balance.
Now i'll just go whip myself for not
having been good at talking with the new
girl i fell for today - if you don't mind.
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 09:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 10:38 pm (UTC)bastards know, the very predictable stages are
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance.
Like, save yourself some time.. k ?
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 10:42 pm (UTC)i just don't want all that suffering and mutual hurting that passion entails. it might be an utopia, but somehow i hope you can get passionate without all that dirty shit. but i can't
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 10:53 pm (UTC)theme of mine for a while indeed, and i did understand
that deconstructing everything inévitablement lead one to
questionning what the point of living really is after all.
But the way out is considering the happiness you can get from
the individual stages, i see nothing much appealing in either
denial, anger, bargaining, depression or acceptance so i'd rather
skip that process altogether. While i can surely see some appeal
in orgiac diners with friends, exhibition gazing in Paris or watching
your photo-shots, that's why i'll live a bit longer.
'n k stands 4 ok btw.
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 11:02 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 11:09 pm (UTC)been mourning on a love story which never
began to happen, for about three years now.
You know the french,
Faites ce que je dis, pas ce que je fais.
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 11:12 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-25 12:16 am (UTC)Wether we actually succeed in implementing this or not is of very secondary importance and simply not the point, yet it seems this is all what people are able to focus on and talk about. I find it rather sad, and i believe that's the big explanation behind that notorious french arrogance.
*But still, we won't change, because as we all know, we do it best.*
(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-25 12:23 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-01-24 09:24 pm (UTC)